A testimony of grace

From Mormon to Christ.

For nearly four decades I was a Latter-day Saint. Then I discovered the biblical gospel of grace, and everything changed.

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My story

Nearly four decades inside. One Sunday morning that changed everything.

My name is Rexford Beardsley Jr. I served as an elders quorum president and was sealed in the temple. I wasn't a casual Mormon; I was all in.

In October 2025, after a lifetime in the LDS Church, I walked away. On November 9, 2025, I was baptized as a Christian. If you've ever felt like no matter how hard you tried, it was never quite enough, my story is for you.

  1. Nearly four decadesLiving and serving as a Latter-day Saint
  2. Oct. 2025Left the LDS Church after testing its claims against Scripture
  3. Nov. 9Baptized as a Christian
“For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: not of works, lest any man should boast.” Ephesians 2:8–9
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The book

Compare the claims. Open the Bible. Follow the evidence.

An insider's look at how Mormonism's works-based system stands against the Bible's teaching of salvation by grace alone - written with love for LDS friends and family who are still inside.

Written for the Mormon who's starting to ask questions, and the Christian who wants to answer with Scripture, not slogans.

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  • For Christians learning to witness with clarity and patience
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Side by Side

Side by Side: What the Church Teaches, What the Bible Says

Five questions, laid out plainly. Each one states the Latter-day Saint view from its own sources first, then sets the biblical view beside it, with the full piece one click away.

Priesthood

What the Church teaches

Latter-day Saints believe Christ’s authority was lost after the Apostles died, and that heavenly messengers restored it to Joseph Smith. John the Baptist conferred the Aaronic Priesthood in May of 1829, and Peter, James, and John conferred the Melchizedek Priesthood. The General Handbook says: “The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is the only organization on earth with priesthood authority.”

What the Bible says

Hebrews describes a change, not a loss and a return, and it says why Christ’s priesthood does not pass to successors. “But this man, because he continueth ever, hath an unchangeable priesthood” (Hebrews 7:24).

Grace and Salvation

What the Church teaches

The standard Latter-day Saint position, following 2 Nephi 25:23, is that “it is by grace that we are saved, after all we can do.” The official LDS Bible Dictionary calls grace an enabling power that allows men and women to “lay hold on eternal life and exaltation after they have expended their own best efforts.”

What the Bible says

Ephesians states it as plainly as Scripture ever does: “For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.” (Ephesians 2:8–9). In the posts, the contrast is sequence: God credits righteousness to faith first, and a transformed life follows as fruit.

Who God Is

What the Church teaches

Lorenzo Snow’s couplet reads: “As man now is, God once was: As God now is, man may be.” Robert L. Millet stated the belief this way: “We believe that God the Father is an exalted man, a corporeal being, a personage of flesh and bones.” The Church’s 2014 essay “Becoming Like God” adds: “Little has been revealed about the first half of this couplet, and consequently little is taught.”

What the Bible says

The oldest psalm in the Bible puts God’s eternity before creation itself: “Before the mountains were brought forth, or ever thou hadst formed the earth and the world, even from everlasting to everlasting, thou art God” (Psalm 90:2). Before anything was made, God already is God, with no point at which He began.

The Temple

What the Church teaches

A believing Latter-day Saint would say the temple is the place where God restores ordinances lost to the earth during a long apostasy. The endowment is understood as conveying the knowledge, covenants, and power necessary for exaltation (Doctrine and Covenants 131:1–4), and sealing binds husband and wife, and children to parents, “for time and for all eternity” rather than until death.

What the Bible says

The whole book of Hebrews is built around one argument: Christ’s sacrifice was offered once and is sufficient, requiring no further ceremony to access God’s presence. “For by one offering he hath perfected for ever them that are sanctified” (Hebrews 10:14). When Jesus died, that access was already opened, and the temple veil was torn.

Tithing

What the Church teaches

The Church’s own manual, Gospel Principles, chapter 32, “Tithes and Offerings,” puts it this way: “Willingly paying tithes and offerings is one way we thank Him.” The temple recommend interview also asks about it directly. Question 10 asks: “Are you a full-tithe payer?” (General Handbook 26.4.1).

What the Bible says

Jesus answered the trap question about tribute with a coin and a claim that reaches past money: “Render to Caesar the things that are Caesar’s, and to God the things that are God’s.” (Mark 12:17). In the post, the point is shape: what belongs to God is not a percentage that someone verifies in an interview.

A Look Inside The Book

From Chapter 7 of Grace, Legalism, and the Gospel: the great apostasy and the restoration.

LDS theology teaches that the church Christ established fell into total apostasy after the death of the apostles, a loss not merely of some believers or some congregations but of core truth and, crucially, of priesthood authority itself (Doctrine and Covenants 1:15 to 16; 86:1 to 6). The New Testament does anticipate falling away in the last days: Paul warns the Thessalonians of a coming "rebellion" (2 Thessalonians 2:1 to 3), Timothy is warned that some "will abandon the faith" (1 Timothy 4:1 to 3), and Paul warns the Ephesian elders that "savage wolves" will rise even from among their own number (Acts 20:29 to 30). This book reads those warnings as describing a real and serious falling away among individuals and congregations, consistent with the mixed faithfulness of the seven churches addressed in Revelation 2 and 3, rather than as describing the total disappearance of a true, authorized church from the earth. Matthew 16:18's promise that the gates of Hades will not overcome the church, and Paul's doxology "to him be glory in the church... throughout all generations, for ever and ever" (Ephesians 3:21), both describe a church that persists rather than one that vanishes and must later be restored from nothing.

The writings of the earliest generations after the apostles bear directly on how quickly, and how completely, this loss is supposed to have occurred, and they are worth examining on their own terms rather than taken on faith in either direction. Clement of Rome, writing to the Corinthian church around AD 96, within living memory of the apostles and by most reckonings before the death of the apostle John, describes an orderly, already-functioning structure of ordained leadership rather than a church already sliding into doctrinal collapse: the apostles, he writes, "appointed the first fruits of their labours, having first proved them by the Spirit, to be bishops and deacons of those who should afterwards believe," and further, "gave instructions, that when these should fall asleep, other approved men should succeed them in their ministry."[18] Roughly fifteen years later, around AD 110, Ignatius of Antioch, writing on his way to martyrdom in Rome, describes a church still recognizably organized and unified around its bishops: "Wherever the bishop appears, there let the people be, even as wherever Jesus Christ is, there is the Catholic Church."[19] By around AD 180, Irenaeus of Lyons could still trace a continuous, named line of leadership reaching back to the apostles themselves, writing that it is "within the power of all... to contemplate clearly the tradition of the apostles manifested throughout the whole world," since believers "are in a position to reckon up those who were by the apostles instituted bishops in the Churches, and to demonstrate the succession of these men to our own times."[20] None of this proves that every doctrine taught in these early centuries was correct; this book has raised its own disagreements with later patristic and conciliar developments elsewhere. But a total apostasy, understood as the wholesale loss of core truth and priesthood authority essentially at the apostles' deaths, is difficult to square with a church that Clement, writing within that same generation, describes as already possessing an orderly, functioning, self-perpetuating structure of ordained leadership, one Ignatius and then Irenaeus describe as still visibly continuous with the apostles decades and then generations later. Whatever falling away these early centuries did contain, and this book has already granted that the New Testament anticipates real falling away among individuals and congregations, it was not the kind of near-total, structural collapse the doctrine of a Great Apostasy requires.

According to LDS teaching, the Restoration reversed this total apostasy through a specific sequence of events: Joseph Smith's First Vision in the spring of 1820, in which he reported that God the Father and Jesus Christ appeared to him and told him that the existing churches were wrong (Joseph Smith, History 1:15 to 20); the visit of the angel Moroni in 1823 concerning the Book of Mormon; the translation of that book from 1827 to 1830; the restoration of the Aaronic Priesthood by John the Baptist and of the Melchizedek Priesthood by Peter, James, and John in 1829 (Doctrine and Covenants 13; 27); and the formal organization of the Church in 1830 (Doctrine and Covenants 20:1 to 16).

From section 7.2, "The Great Apostasy and the Restoration," in Grace, Legalism, and the Gospel by Rexford Beardsley Jr.

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Outer Darkness and the Sons of Perdition: What the Church Teaches, and What the Bible Says

What the Church teaches about outer darkness and the sons of perdition, stated in its own words, three places where its own record pulls in two directions, and what the Bible says on the same subject, including the assurance it offers anyone this teaching has kept up at night.

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A practical biblical guide

How to Minister to Mormons

Mormons are overwhelmingly sincere, kind people who genuinely love God. If someone you love is LDS - a friend, a neighbor, a family member - this page is for you. Below are the eight core areas where Mormon theology differs from biblical Christianity. Each one lays out what Mormons believe, what history shows, and what the Bible says - so you can have honest, loving conversations anchored in truth.

01 Joseph SmithThe foundation Mormonism stands or falls on

What Mormons believe

Joseph Smith was a true prophet who restored Christ’s church after a total apostasy. His revelations - the Book of Mormon, Doctrine and Covenants, and Pearl of Great Price - are scripture.

What history shows

Smith made failed prophecies - the Second Coming before 1891 (D&C 130:14–17) and a Missouri temple in his generation (D&C 84:1–5); neither happened. He practiced polygamy in secret while publicly denying it - 33 wives, some as young as 14, including women married to other living men. The Book of Abraham, which he claimed to translate from Egyptian papyri, was proven fabricated by Egyptologists; the papyri were common funeral texts. In 1826 he was brought before a justice of the peace in Bainbridge, New York, charged as a 'disorderly person' for 'glass-looking,' claiming he could locate buried treasure with a stone in a hat, the same method he later claimed to use to translate the Book of Mormon. No official court record containing a formal verdict has ever been located, so the outcome is genuinely disputed. The LDS church’s own Gospel Topics Essays acknowledge many of these problems.

What the Bible says

Deuteronomy 18:20 - a prophet who speaks falsely even once is not from God. Matthew 7:15 - beware of false prophets. Galatians 1:8 - even an angel preaching another gospel is cursed.

The bottom line

By the Bible’s own test, one false prophecy disqualifies a prophet. Mormonism stands or falls on Joseph Smith - and he fails the test.

02 The Book of MormonA historical record that fails historical scrutiny

What Mormons believe

The Book of Mormon is the word of God, “the most correct book on earth,” documenting real Israelite civilizations in ancient America.

What history shows

Native American DNA traces to Asia, not the Middle East. No archaeological trace of the horses, chariots, steel, wheat, or elephants it describes; zero confirmed Book of Mormon cities have ever been located. Large passages quote the King James Bible, including translation errors unique to the KJV - impossible for a text supposedly completed 1,400 years before the KJV existed. All eleven witnesses to the plates were Smith’s close friends or family.

What the Bible says

Deuteronomy 4:2, Proverbs 30:5–6, Revelation 22:18 - do not add to God’s word. Galatians 1:6.

The bottom line

The Book of Mormon makes testable historical claims and fails them. The Bible explicitly warns against adding new scripture.

03 Salvation: Grace vs. WorksThe heart of the difference

What Mormons believe

Salvation and exaltation come through faith plus repentance, LDS baptism, temple ordinances, and enduring to the end - “after all we can do” (2 Nephi 25:23). Grace alone is not sufficient.

What history shows

Exaltation has long required temple worthiness, tithing, endowments, sealings, and Word of Wisdom observance. LDS apostle Bruce R. McConkie taught that grace without works is insufficient. Joseph Smith taught that men can become gods - salvation as becoming divine, not being reconciled to God.

What the Bible says

Ephesians 2:8–9 - saved by grace through faith, not works. Romans 3:20, Romans 4:5, Titus 3:5. Galatians 2:21 - “if righteousness could be gained through the law, Christ died for nothing.”

The bottom line

If works could save us, the cross was unnecessary. This is the kindest truth you can share: salvation is a free gift.

04 The Nature of GodAre Mormons and Christians worshipping the same God?

What Mormons believe

God the Father is an exalted man with a physical body of flesh and bones who was once mortal and progressed to godhood - “God himself was once as we are now” (King Follett Discourse, 1844).

What history shows

No ancient Christian, Jewish, or pre-1800s tradition ever taught this. Early Christianity universally taught God as eternal, unchanging, and spirit.

What the Bible says

Numbers 23:19 - “God is not a man.” Psalm 90:2 - “from everlasting to everlasting you are God.” Malachi 3:6 - “I the Lord do not change.” John 4:24 - “God is spirit.”

The bottom line

The Bible’s God has always been God and never was a mortal man. These are not the same God.

05 The Godhead vs. the TrinityDid Nicaea invent the Trinity?

What Mormons believe

The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are three completely separate beings - the Father and Son with physical bodies - one in purpose only. The Trinity is a false teaching from Greek philosophy, invented at Nicaea in 325 AD.

What history shows

The Trinity was not invented at Nicaea. Ignatius of Antioch, Justin Martyr, and Tertullian affirmed one God in three persons as early as 100–200 AD. Nicaea defended what Christians already believed against Arianism. Every branch of historic Christianity has affirmed the Trinity for 2,000 years; three separate gods is an 1800s invention. Mormonism is functionally polytheistic.

What the Bible says

Deuteronomy 6:4 - “the Lord is one.” Isaiah 45:5, Isaiah 43:10 - “before me no god was formed, nor will there be one after me.” John 10:30 - “I and the Father are one.”

The bottom line

Scripture consistently affirms one God - not three separate gods united in purpose.

06 Eternal Progression & ExaltationThe original lie repackaged

What Mormons believe

Humans are literal spirit children of Heavenly Parents, and the faithful can achieve exaltation - becoming gods themselves, ruling their own worlds.

What history shows

No roots in any pre-1800s faith; drawn from Smith’s 1844 King Follett Discourse, a radical departure even from his earlier teachings. The church has quietly distanced itself from parts of it. “Heavenly Mother” has no biblical basis.

What the Bible says

Isaiah 14:13–15 - “you will be like the Most High… brought down to the realm of the dead.” Isaiah 43:10. The Bible’s promise is reconciliation and glorification with the one true God, not becoming gods.

The bottom line

“You will be like God” (Genesis 3:5) was Satan’s lie in Eden - not God’s promise.

07 Temple Rituals & Secret OrdinancesJesus said nothing in secret

What Mormons believe

Temple endowments, sealings, and baptism for the dead are essential for exaltation. Only worthy, tithe-paying members with a temple recommend may enter, and ceremony details are kept confidential.

What history shows

The 1842 endowment closely mirrors Freemasonry rituals - handshakes, signs, penalties - and Smith became a Mason just weeks earlier. In 1990 the church quietly removed penalty oaths involving symbolic throat-slitting and disembowelment - strange for supposedly restored ancient ordinances. Proxy baptisms of Holocaust victims caused public controversy despite promises to stop. Non-member family are excluded from temple weddings.

What the Bible says

John 18:20 - “I said nothing in secret.” John 19:30 - “It is finished.” Hebrews 10:19–20 - the curtain torn, open access to God. 1 Timothy 2:5 - one mediator between God and mankind, Christ Jesus.

The bottom line

Jesus ministered openly, and the cross tore the curtain. Access to God is free - not gated by secret rituals and worthiness interviews.

08 Additional ScripturesBook of Mormon, Doctrine and Covenants, Pearl of Great Price

What Mormons believe

These three books are scripture equal or superior to the Bible, which is only reliable “as far as it is translated correctly” - leaving room to dismiss passages that contradict LDS doctrine.

What history shows

D&C 132 commanded polygamy, abandoned in 1890 under U.S. government pressure, not by new revelation. The Book of Abraham papyri, rediscovered in 1966, were confirmed by Egyptologists to be common funeral texts with no connection to Abraham. Meanwhile, over 5,800 Greek New Testament manuscripts show remarkable consistency - the “corrupted Bible” claim does not hold.

What the Bible says

Deuteronomy 4:2, 2 Timothy 3:16, Isaiah 40:8, Matthew 24:35. Galatians 1:8 - “even if we or an angel from heaven should preach a gospel other than the one we preached to you, let them be under God’s curse.” Smith claimed the angel Moroni gave him his gospel.

The bottom line

The Bible warns against adding to God’s word - and specifically about angels bringing different gospels. That warning speaks directly to Mormonism’s claims.

Drawn from the From Mormon to Christ apologetics guide, “A Biblical & Historical Guide to Mormon Theology.”

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This isn't an attack. It's an invitation.

I love Mormon people - my own family is still in the LDS Church. I'm not asking you to take my word for anything. I'm asking you to open the Bible and test what you've been taught against what it actually says, the way the Bereans did.

If you have questions, or if you're angry at me, I'd rather hear from you than have you wonder. Write to me. I'll answer with respect.

“Are these things so?” Receive the word with readiness, then search the Scriptures daily. - Acts 17:11
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